My Strength

" I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say

All i know is that i love You Lord

And i'm with You all the way



So come, just come Lord to me

So come, just come Lord to me



When my world is caving in

And i'm surrounded by my fears

It is You that i hold onto

It is You that wipes my tears



So come, just come Lord to me

So come, just come Lord to me



I find my strength in quietness and trust

I find my peace in the shadow of the cross"

(My Strength by Adam Miller)



Well it's been another rough week, and honestly at this point i don't know how much more of this i can take. I'm so frustrated and fed up with being sick. I want my life to be normal again!!!! I started to black out at Bath&Body Works today while i was waiting in line. I was really shakey and just started to collaspe.. it scared my mom half to death as well as myself. I just don't know what to do anymore... and when it comes to praying i've been speechless cause i'm just so frustrated. How can i keep fighting this when i just don't have the strength anymore? I get to this point alot or at least it seems like i do, and i always push myself to not give in and give up. But what do you do when you're at the point where you can't push yourself anymore? Sorry to sound so down or whatever you want to call it, but i can't keep acting like i'm doing fine cause i'm not right now. I really need God to move in my life.. something's gotta happen soon.